Fighting for the love of my life!

I'm back as a fighter. Fighting for the love of my life!

Three year ago, a guy (W) text-ed me on a social website that my friend asked me to join. As I was grieving over my ex boyfriend for about 5 years, going through the 5 stages of grieve: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance (Gosh... that is actually one stage per year!). Okay, back to this guy. W was text-ing me and I choose to brush him off every time he text. I have never really bother to reply his messages. During that time, I was never willing to let go of my past to welcome new things. Ignorance is bliss so as to say. It is bull-crap! Ignorance makes me wasted three whole year of grieving for nothing!

Every time, I pray for right person to come into my life. God is awesome. He heard and he answered, but I did not 'accept' the offer. After all these years, I finally finished my last stage of grieve, Acceptance. I text-ed W as he text-ed again. We started text-ing. One fine night, I decided to meet him so I asked him out and he said okay. The night was amazing. I told him, why didn't I reply to him much three years back? Am plain stupid. He is there. Super awesome guy. He is awesome not because he has beautiful eyes, he sings very well, he has a great sense of humor, nor he likes things that I like. He is awesome because when I was with him. I feel home.

I told him how I feel. He did not really reciprocate. However, I am willing to spend my next 3 years of my precious life to wait for him. I am willing to love him unconditionally. He is the man that I love and I will love him endlessly. I will wait.


Unconditioned love,

Vivian 维维安